雁文歌集  Karibumi Kashiu     Songs of Bird Mail  2006
出会ひとは女神の為せる奇しかるわざ、愛に目覚めて生まれ変わる日! Meeting is a gift of the Goddess Love, being awakened in the reborn Day !
オペラてふ歌物語生まれけん、京の都の歌詠み人よ! Musical drama named Opera will be born in Kyoto my Eternal Capital !
今日もまた何事もなく日は暮れぬ、言ふこともなき幸せありき! A day has passsed in peace feeling happy time not to speak about !
夢に見る後ろ姿の麗しき君に会いたし生まれ代わるも! When reborn again I want to meet You who be so prettiest in back pause !
何時の日か君が宮居に帰りたし南の海にいのち果つ間に! Someday I'll return to Your Palace until my life ends in the South Sea !
草深き殿居の夜は悲しくも、まだ見ぬ君に声も届かず! Alone in summer night duty You might not have received my letter ?
こころから愛し合うとは言うけれど、糧のなければ生くるあたわじ! Love is money my Darling because we could not live without foods !
わがいのち燃え尽きるとも君がため、若く老いたし世の変わるとも! If the world be changed again I still want aging to be younger to meet You !
この愛は迷いなき道とこしへに、君がみなとへいのち果つ間に! This way is so far without hesitation travelling for Your port my Goal !
人知れず近くて遠き君故に、女神の愛を待ちつつ祈る!    Being unknown to pray for You near and far waiting for the Goddess Love !
君がため祈り続ける神の愛、信じることに生きる喜び!  Day and night praying for You my Love, to believe in Goddess Love with joy !
ゆめうつつ何処なりとも天の下、君と居ませば都なりける! Dream or reality on earth anywhere be our palace with You my Love !
この愛は君と二人で生きる道、時をも超えて変わる事なし! To live with You my Love being ever faithful over time and place !
日に夜に祈り捧げん君がため、夢にまで見るこの世の幸せ! Day and night I could only pray for You my Love, dreaming our Happiness on earth !
雁文の届きし夜は狂ほしく、星空仰ぎこころ高鳴る! Tonight a bird mail has come, my heart is beated wanting to meet You !
歌詠みのこころも知らずわが姫は、返歌なきとて送り続けん! No return song from Her Princess, but I'll continue to send my heart of poet !
楊琴の妙なる調べ聴こえかし、君がこころの開かれんかな! Listen to the transcendental music of Yangqin, hoping your mind be open to me !
この世にて巡り合いたる幸せを、女神に祈る感謝のこころ! I thank Goddess for being in time to meet You by fortune resting on earth !
わが思いことばで言えぬ心こそ、君が答えも聞けぬ悲しさ! You shall not answer my question with words, because I myself can't express my mind !
八十路超え若く老いたる心持て、君を待ちつつ迷いなき旅! Over the Age of eighty with young mind my love, I'll wait for your coming up !
神代より待たせる女待つ男、言葉虚しき根競べかな! Man shall wait long for woman's answer, words be invalid since Goddess Age !
百度の花を運べる男には、許し叶える母心かな! Bringing flowers more than hundred times he will be forgiven by Her Mother !
わが歌を飛び行く雁よ今宵また、北の都の姫に届けよ! Flying bird of night bring my heart to sing for Her Princess my love !
奈良山のししのなく声聞かざれば、今宵は妻と篭り居るらん! Tonight no voice of deer heard in Nara Mountain, he had slept in with his wife sweetly !
雁文を今宵も待ちつつ居寝にけり、声も聞こえず月も隠れぬ! Tonight slept in waiting for a bird mail, the moon was shaded without voices !
夢に見る君が姿を重ねつつ、時な流れそ夜の明くるまで! Time shall stop until dawn while my dream be realized with You my Love !
見返りの姿麗しわが姫は、近寄り難く香しきかな! Beautiful back style of Her Princess refusing any approach in flavour !
わが姫の麗しかりき見返りの姿求めて彷徨い行きぬ! I'll wander for your back pause my love being so prettiest in the world !
頼もしきつまの居ませば喜びて、共に幸せ祈り伝えん! A younger husband and his wife be happy with us by Goddess Love !
遥かなる潮路を越えて漕ぎ行かん、近くて遠き君が宮居に! Rowing to the port terminal near and far where You be waiting for !
憧れの君が幸せ我もまた、君が悲しみ我も悲しむ! My Love your Happiness is my happiness
Your Sadness is my sadness !
会うことも言うことも無く日は過ぎぬ、気づくことなき幸せありや? Several days passed without speaking or meeting
there be happiness of unconsciousness ?
雁文の途絶えし夜は狂ほしく、声無き空に心乱るる! When bird mail not received at night, my heart was broken seeing the sky !
蝉あらし天を覆いて迫るとも、一人のひとを守りて進む! Even when cicada chorus covers the sky, I'll march foward protecting only one !
銀輪を踏めばそよかぜ生き返る、停まれば苦し息も途絶えん! Revived by wind with pedalling, not to stop to avoid suffocation !
何時の日か君と共に渡りたし、冥土へ続く幸せの橋! Some day with you I want to cross over the Bridge of Happiness connecting to Heaven !
へんろみち同行二人といふけれど、君のいませば楽しからまし! With Daishi Two in Henro, but with You being more happy to walk !
目の前に愛するひとと共に居て、言いたきことも言えぬ幸せ! Though being with you my love, nothing could I say what I want to tell !
いとおしき君が港に帰り来ん、白波越えていのち果つ間に! I'll come back to your port, over white waves before my life end !
目の前の君を愛すと言えずとも、うしろ姿に心ときめく! I'll be dead if I could reach your port
You are my love to whom I'm devoted !
押せば引き待てば返して寄する波、ひとの心もかくありなんや! To push causes drawing to pull, the wave returns again like Her mind !
主の愛は恐れなくして暗闇を明るく照らし我を導く! Goddess Love be so bright without fear lead us in the Light of Gospels !
あなかなし待ちつ焦がれつつい寝もせず、文も届かじ月も隠れぬ! To wait for Your letter without sleeping, so sad even the moon was shaded !
かにかくに近くて遠き君ゆえに、八十路越えても会いに行きたし! So far and near my love I want to meet You being over 80 !
迷いなきひとつの愛を貫くは、女神のこころ射止めんがため! Be simple to live for to be faithful to love one !
この潮路は迷いなきみち遥かなる君がみなとに帰り来る道!   (潮路 みち) This line be so far straight, I'll go back to Your Port without hesitation !
妹が子に子生まれし夜はなつかしき、遠き昔のわが子思ほゆ! Congratulation for the birth of grand daugher remembering my daugher in old days !
麗しき後ろ姿に引かれつつ、夢心地にぞ恋しさ募る In the dream seeking for your beautiful back pause my heart is beated with desire of Love !
揺れ動く水面に開くこころの輪、飛ぶ雁文に思ひ伝えよ! Wave prints spreading on the moving water surface, Let bird send my massage to her !
五里霧中君を頼りに船出せん、何時また会える旅路の果てに! I'll depart alone in the heavy fog, dreaming to meet you again at terminal port !
今こそはいのち輝く君なれば、はなの微笑みいとおしきかな! I love your smile in beauty when be prettiest in your career of life !
野分来る臥し寝の夜は狂ほしく、君がいのちの輝き祈る! Typhoon coming at night slept alone bedside praying for your Life's recovery !
道遠く日暮れて迷う旅路にも、向うところはただ君がもと! Road being divided and far the goal is one to Your port!
この道はひとりで行くも二人なり、生まれ代わりて出会わんがため! Going alone on this way but TWO to meet again when reborne !
満たされぬわが思いこそ君知るや、雁の便りを待ちつつ祈る! Waiting for bird mail coming to pray how you be and when I could meet you !
恐れなく唯一筋の道を行く、遠くて近き君が宮居へ! Without fear to go on this way straight for Your palace being so far and near !
迷いなく君に捧げしこのいのち、燃え尽きるとも悔いはあらずや! If my life burnt out there be no regret because I've devoted to You my love !
わが祈り届きし夜に文来たる、飛び行く雁に思ひ託さん! When my prayer reaches the mailer bird, then bring my heart to Her in return !
曼珠紗華炎の如く野に咲きて、君ゆえにこそ燃ゆ生命かな! Manjushage is my flame of life which burns out for Your Love !
帆をあげていざ帰りなん我が港、姫がおわすは都なりける! Let's sail back to my port the Capital where You be with us !
つま故に思いは乱る秋の風、同じ空にて生きる幸せ! My heart has been illusive by autumn winds though I thank your Cupid for giving me fortune !
天国の門にて待たん何時までも、紫のはな胸に抱きて! I'll wait forever for Your arrival at the gate of Heaven with purple flowers in my breast !
天土の怒りあるとも君のみは、我より先に召さるる勿れ! Even when Heaven and Earth were upside down, only You never be gone earlier than me !
お茶の菓子こころ伝える作法にて、言葉は要らず祈りあるべし! Cakes of tea time is mean of communication with no words but prayer for Love !
今宵また夢の中にて出会ひたし、暫しの逢ふ瀬夜の明くるまで! Tonight let's meet in the dream for a short rendezvous until dawn !
臥し寝より帰りし君にまみえんと、心は急ぐ仮初めの宿 Hurried up to our temporary residense to meet You coming back from the hospital !
今しがた会って別れた後なのに、会いたさ募り涙あふれる! Even after departure just minutes ago, my heart is beated wanting soon to meet you !
はんなりと香り残して佇むは、若き夢みる沙羅双樹! Salasouju stands here remaining slight flavour though tree had been dead in white !
いとおしき華のいのちを守るには、水を運びて抱き育てん! Protecting my lovely Flower of life bring water to embrace Her !
木枯らしに泉は涸れて凍てつくも、やがて萌え立つ春を待つらん! Though cold wind frozened our fountain, let's wait for spring time new life be borne !
虫鳴ける秋の野を行くふたり旅、冬を越ゆれば春遠からじ! Going with You in bell-ringing fields of autumn, our spring will come after the long winter !
女神なる君に出会ひし幸せは、つまの居ませば叶はざりける! If you had not married anymore, even Goddess would'nt have given me fortune to meet You !
君故に与えられたるいのちなら、楽しき日々を生き長らえん! My life has been given for You by Goddess Love, so be careful to live long on earth !
赤き糸神が結びしこのえにし、何時いつまでも解けることなし! A fortune to connect us by Goddess Love will always continue to bring us happiness !
何処にぞ君がいませるところなら、心安けき都なりける! Anywhere You be always, it's our Capital of Peace in mind !
遥かなる君がみなとへまた一歩、漕げば何時しか帰り来んかな! Being so far for Your Port step by step it will be sometime in our sight !
幸せは今をおいては他になし、君と居ませば何をか求めん! Now is the happiest time for us, nothing I want otherwise than being with You my love !
秋晩く雁の声こそ聞かねども、春の便りを待ちつつ祈る! The voice of mail bird not heard in late autumn, I'll wait for spring mail praying for You !
いささかも迷いなければ憂いなし、神の愛にて恐れもあらじ! No hesitation with Goddess Love, no fear with Goddess Light !
雁文を待つは侘しき秋の風、熱きこころに愛を注がん! Being lonesome by autumn wind waiting for bird mail, though my heart be full of love for You !
わが思い君がためにぞ祈るなり、主にありて生き生かされるかな! My Lord I pray for Her my love, to live and to be lived with You !
わが思い主に託してぞ祈るなり、世の代わりても巡り合いたし! My Lord I pray for Her my love, to meet again also in the Heaven !
すれ違ひ君が姿は見えずとも、髪を分かちし風の香ぞする! Being too late to see Your style but here remains flavour of wind blown your hair !
住み分けて共にくらしを支えつつ、同じ空にて生きる幸せ! Sharing time and space respectively to support each other, be happiest living under the same sky !
つま故に思ひはつのる秋の華、同じ空にて生くる幸せ! Being happiest now in my career of life , living with You under the same sky !
目の前の君を抱きて結ばれし真昼の夢に恋しさ募る! In the daytime dream embracing You to be united with spurting Love for You !
あなたへの変わらぬ愛を貫くは、神の誓いに応えんがため! Love be unconditional for Goddess sake to protect only one with happiness !
惹き合ふは愛の磁場なる力にて、近きが故に更に引かるる! The attraction between man and woman caused by magnetic field of love, the nearer the tighter !
そもそもは人意にあらず天意なり、神の手になる奇しき技かな! Not of man's will but God's Will yields a miracle by Goddess hands !
眩しくも泉輝く里なれば、わが安らぎの都なりける! Brilliant spring in the valley where my heart rests with Love and Peace !
八十路超え若く老いたる我なれば、見返る君よな捨てたまひそ! Aging to be younger over 80 please not abandon me when You looking back !
つま故に近くて遠き君なれば、わが憧れも止むことはなし! My love never end for You, though be a wife so near and far !
君ゆえに生き生かされる幸せは、世の代わるとも変わることなし! To live and to be lived by You my Love, ever be happy if the world would be changed !
幼き日心ときめく喜びを、今も感じる幸せありき! Be happiest today to feel my heart beating like an infant !
波こえて君がみなとへまっしぐら、愛と幸せ胸に抱きて! Go straight forward to Your Port terminal, day and night with Love in mind !
夢でなくうつつに一目会いたさに、風に向かいて走り続けん! Running against wind and rain, to meet You at a glance not in dream !
ふたりをば巡り合わせし赤き糸、与へたまひし神と人あり! Sincere thanks for God and men who had given a red string bound us Two !
わが身こそ凍りつくとも雪の中、魂のみは君がみもとへ! Though be frozen my body in the snow, let my soul reach Your heart !
神こそは愛と光を諸人に、与へ賜ひて恵み深かり! God and Goddess be so mercy to give all people Love and Light !
ともに居て語ることなく日は過ぎぬ、気づくことなき幸せ有りき! Nothing to speak all day long, there be happiness without consciousness !
湯浴みする姫の姿を夢に見て、露天にひとり星を仰げる! My Princess bathing in dream, alone to watch stars from the outdoor spa !
妻なるはいもが幸せ垣間見て、蔭なる我も支え祈らん! A wife be happy with her husband, therefore I'll support to pray for Your happiness !
あの世でも巡り合いたきわが姫よ、先行く我に恵みあれかし! My Love I'd like to meet again in the Heaven, so give me mercy who be going earlier !
八重垣の篭りし君に会ひたさに、日な日な通うをとこありける! There be a man who comes in the daytime wanting to see You beyond the fence !
この世では結ばれざりし君ゆえに、生まれ代わりて巡り合ひたし! Reborne again I want to meet You my Love, though not be united on earth !
この世では実らぬ恋もあの世では、女神によりて華ひらくかな! Never fulfilled on earth but be florished by Goddess Love in the Heaven !
高きほど近づくほどに強くなる、実らぬ恋にいのち燃え尽く! The higher is barrier and the nearer in distance, the stronger be my potential of Love !
この世では結ばれざりし恋なれば、何時いつまでも幸せなりき! Never be united on earth, but be happiest forever in the Heaven !
まだ知らぬ君が良さに気づく時、心うれしく恋しさつのる! When noticed your unknown merits, being joyful to yearn more for You !
かくもなん狂ほしかりき思ひをば、させ給わじと言ふを慎む! You shall not suffer from such torture of love though I can't express more my darling !
神代より淡き恋こそ尊けれ、何事もなく今日も過ぎ行く! Love is wonderful when not abundant and being happiest without any happenings !
この恋は細くも長きえにしにて、何事もなく過ぎる幸せ! Love me little and love You long, to spend happiest days with no happenings !
潮時に舟はみなとを出でにしも、からは満ちてもこころはむなし! Ship went out of port in tide, my heart be empty though body was filled !
つまなるも気付かぬことの多かるに、知らぬがゆえに更に惹かるる! Though not knowing all of a wife, to be fascinated by Your unknown merits !
ともに居て言うことも無く日は過ぎぬ、何事もなき幸せありき! Nothing to say all day long with You my love, there be happiness without any happenings !
見返りの姿うるわし君ゆえに、夢心地にぞ天にも昇る! Dreaming to go up to Heaven my love, Your back pause be so prettiest in the world !
君聴くやラジオの声に託したる、わが思いをばこころに伝ふ!  Could You listen to my voice through radio, sending message of love from my heart ?
今日もまた言ふこともなく日は過ぎぬ、雨も上がりて紅葉色づく! Rain is over and leaves has been colored, there be no words nor happenings all day long !
秋深み想ひ巡らすこの道は、君と歩めば楽しからまし! Wandering along this way in late autumn, to imagine happiest time with You my love !
わがいもの車に乗りて行く旅は、近くて遠きとこしへの道! Traveling near and far by Her drive, this way be eternal for our happiness !
何処までも君がいませる宮居なら、通い続けて止むことは無し! I'll come back to Your palace anywhere and anytime You be my love !
雁よかりわが思ひをば伝えてし、見返りすがた麗しの君! Mail bird please send my message to Her who's back style be prettiest in the world !
姫はいま何処におわし何しはる、雁も通わず知る由もなし! How are You and where you be, mail bird why not coming ?
会えぬ日は写し絵見つつい寝にける、夢の中にて見えんがため!  When not seeing I've slept with Your photos to meet tonight in the dream my love !
天国で共に離れず暮らすため、生ある限り愛を捧げん! Forever to live with You in the Heaven, I'll devote my love to you while on earth !
この世では君の答えは聞けずとも、わが幸せはこの上もなし! At last I've proposed Her by song, though she shall not answer but I'm happiest of all !
君ゆえにいのち輝く愛なれば、泉の如く涸れることなし! For You my love has been given like a fountain never be dried up !
如何にあるいばらの道も乗り越えて、君が宮居へゆっくり急げ! Slowly but hurry up to Your port, over any hardles against us two !
夢の中声も聴こえる幸せは、消ゆるべからず夜の明くるまで! Listening to Her voice in tonight dream, never be faded out until dawn !
かにかくに時と所を住み分けて、ともに支えて生きる幸せ! Sharing time and place to live in happiness supporting with each other !
かくもなん熱くぞ燃ゆるわがいのち、君の居なくば目覚めざりしか! My life burned out for You my love, I could'nt be awaked without you !
ともに居て語ることなく日は過ぎぬ、気づくことなき幸せありき! Not to speak a word all day long, there be a happiness without consciousness !
ともに行くただ一筋の道なれば、君の居なくば行くあたはずや! The only one way with You to go, if not there be no need to come any more !
ともに居て笑顔も絶えず働ける、この幸せは何時いつまでも! Smiling to work with You my love, our happiness be as long as possible !
小難は大難さける思し召し、主と共に居て守られるかな! A small danger is the prevention of the big danger, to be protected with our Lord !
雁文の届かぬ日にも空ありて、次の便りを待ちつつ祈る! Even when bird mail not arrived, to pray for a next mail watching the sky !
同じなら心開いて働こう、楽しくすれば明るくなるよ! Be open in mind to work, so pleasure will bring light for all !
老いたるも明るく生きて楽しまん、君と過ごせば幸せ満ちる! Be merry and happy with You my love, over the age between us !
水のよう空気のように気づかずに、過ぎし幸せ悔いるべからず! Never regret for happiness which will pass away like air and water without thanks !
混沌のこの世にありて思ふこと、ものよりこころ国よりひとり! In the age of Chaos, I believe mind than materital person than nation !
苦しみを超えし処に君は逝き残りし我に微笑み返す! Gone over the world of torture smiling back to me here on earth ! (2001.9.28)
弟の涙止まりし時はなし今逝く君を追い駆けんとす! Brother never stopped tear for you even willing to follow you up !
三十路過ぎ母とならずに逝きし君きみの赤子の居ぬぞ悲しき! Gone up after thirties no baby left being sad for me !

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